And before you my life was silly:
Drunkness and dance floors,
Boys in the wrong beds,
Joking with the jesters
But you brought a stillness
With you I didn’t want to live it at 100 miles an hour, I wanted to live the moments as they came to us over and over
Kissing in the street at the midnight hour
Clinging on to you in the covers
Finding a focus with you
It was all so silly with them
But you were different, serious and I liked it
I was real and raw, intense and fun and interested
At least that’s what I thought you were…
I’l never regret it though
Those moments were worth the current awkward silences
And our intimate stares were worth the eye contact which I now can’t read
Your hand in mine was worth the new loneliness on the way home
Breathing you in was worth now being haunted by others wearing your scent
You turned out not to be the best but that’s ok, they say all good things must come to an end
WOOOW!